Sucidal

[Frattimonde]

I may not have attempted it, but my thoughts have been very dark at late.
It all started at not being allowed to join the f***ing army and have go up+down from there. I have thought of joining the police but, I'd be too inadequate. Half-fat, but I have the qualities of being very stubborn and loyal to my superiors. However my temper = bad, so I guess that's ruled out. I really hate everyone but I don't have the heart to say it openly. Additionally I may have hurt my only friend by not seeing him lately. And recently I thought grandpa was gonna die. So well, that is how it is. Could anyone say anything comforting? Even if it involves god, even if I may hate his guts.

[Black.Ice]

Bear in mind that life always has it's good times and will always be full of bad ones. Things may seem bleak and dark, but it's sometimes good just to take a step back from the world and try to see the good that's in your life. Surely you'll be able to find some positive things. I, for one, know that you're a great poet and have a very artistic side. That can be a positive thing, and you can take confidence in what you're good at.

Try finding the source of your anxiety, and try finding the source of your pain. Analyze why you feel the way you do. There's always one thing that you have, and that's being in charge of your life. If you are depressed and seriously consider suicide, then you're letting your emotions and pain control your life. You are smart; you have to use your logic. Figure out why, and attack the root of the problem! If you don't like the way in your hands, find comfort in the fact that you can always change it. Nothing is permanent, and there's always room for change.

It's always good to vent and list your problems. Talking about something helps you ease the pain, and knowing that someone is there to help share your pain. If you can't find anyone to talk to here, just vent here online. We'll listen, and we'll help.

[Frattimonde]

thanks. (At least someone. I just needed to hear it. Even if I do know good enough reasons to live.)

[KexMex]

If you kill yourself, WHO am I going to find having sent me greetings when I didn't check my open windows to find who was talking to me?

;_;

[DoctorZettabyte]

Frattimonde,

Hang in there. It's tough, we all know that, but it's gettin better, gettin better, all the time. Whoo Beatles. Good song to listen to when life seems down and out.

On the military point of view: You don't have to rule it out just yet. There's always the navy, air force, coast guard, etc,. You could also go in through the tech side and build crazy-ass machines and that sort of thing (Lockheed Martin would be a good place to start). Unless you were hell bent on doing nothing for the army but frolicking through the bomb-laden streets of Baghdad. Which is both crazy and dedicated at the same time.

Well, that just about wraps up this moment of sympathy/empathy. Just remember, Frattimonde, keep that chin of yours up, and you've always got us here on the 'Boards!

-DocTera

[Myr0nImm0rtal]

dude thats harsh im aloud to join the army, that sucks just dont do anything you will regret.

[TheOutcast]

DON'T KILL YOURSELF!!!
even if ya wanna. There are still some people who care about ya!

[Protosschick99]

Check your PM box Fratt :]

[Frattimonde]

I know, I know. Maybe I am just sucker for attention. Bloody awful being that.

[West]

dude. don't kill yourself, though i doubt you will, it won't be worth it. and it would be stupid too.

[Faiien]

when times get rough
look at these motivational posters and you'll feel better
i know i do lol
http://www.dnaco.net/~vogelke/pictures/bad-motivational-posters/

[Galiant]

Woah! Fratty! If you go suicide, who will I +rep for the funniest random sephy drawings? Who will draw random sephys for me to remake it into mspaint?

[Frattimonde]

when times get rough
look at these motivational posters and you'll feel better
i know i do lol
http://www.dnaco.net/~vogelke/pictures/bad-motivational-posters/ (http://www.dnaco.net/%7Evogelke/pictures/bad-motivational-posters/)
Haha, this was one best :)
http://www.dnaco.net/%7Evogelke/pictures/bad-motivational-posters/image013.jpg

Woah! Fratty! If you go suicide, who will I +rep for the funniest random sephy drawings? Who will draw random sephys for me to remake it into mspaint? How cute :) Thanks. I really just think I need to talk sometimes overall, with non "close-by" persons.

I feel better. I just have these periods, on rare occasions.

[Battlecruiser]

I feel better. I just have these periods, on rare occasions.

Don't we all? Well, I guess I know I do (rarely, but it happens).

One of my favorite quotes comes from Batman Begins. I think it's inspiring. Maybe you might too.

"Why do we fall, Bruce? So we can learn to pick ourselves up".

[GenocideAlive]

I was once a 6'1" 140lb. guy. Genetically and physiologically trained to be a marathon runner. I had less than 4% bodyfat and literally everywhere I went I was mocked for being skinny. I started working out. After 2 years, I figured out what I was doing and grew 2 inches. After 4, I was good at it. My body had completely transformed--I had gained 40 pounds and I literally gained elite status in nearly every category of physical fitness. I'm not at that level anymore since I got a 40 hr a week job and kids, but I could.

Don't ever, ever let genetics or physiological proclivities rule your life. Get out there, and do it. Just "do it" for a year. Fuck your times, how "cool" you look, etc. etc. After that year, look at your body and your accomplishments. Take it another year. You'll marvel at what you can do. Body is tool, mind is power. Don't let tricks of your mind beat you.

[Battlecruiser]

I started working out. After 2 years, I figured out what I was doing and grew 2 inches.

How did you gain height? I need to grow taller. And need to gain muscle as well.

[hammocksleeper]

How did you gain height? I need to grow taller. And need to gain muscle as well.

Shoe inserts?

[Atillawurm]

Hey mate don't get down, If you live in the US you can call this number Its quite funny, and trust me its not me at all my number is very different.

1-781-382-3756

[GenocideAlive]

How did you gain height? I need to grow taller. And need to gain muscle as well.
I was 17 when I started college. I was somewhat of a late bloomer.

Gaining muscle is about paying attention to your diet and mentally forcing yourself to work out, no excuses. Mind is power, body is tool. There are tons of gimmicks that try to get around that, but they consistently fail for the same reason: weakness. If you want to change, do it.

[Zenox]

Frat if you haven't noticed i'm in your IM list all day long..so guess i'll help to take some load off/give you tips on how to die ^^ btw you tought me this ^^ :p

[Jimmy_the_saint]

Don't Worry man. Im sure there is something that you can do that will help. I mean there are always people here that can help. :3